am blogging after 9 days. i went for OLEY chalet. finally! after half a year we have our very first gathering. everybody had change. the most changed award goes to: DEREK. the most good-looking award goes to:BEN! haa. had a fun time talking with them. all the nonsense and crap. i enjoyed. went back in the morning and went back to chalet during noon tym. left ard evening tym as i am going for camp on mon. yupp.

the start of camp. it had been such a long tym since i attend camp. can see that ppl are bond together stronger. can get to see holy npcc again. get to see my ah ong. wad i wan to say is. ah ong will be forever ah ong. the one who will nag and nag. haa. i miss him. rmb wad he said when he was giving cert to me " where is his chicken rice?" haa. mad ah ong. hope the cadet will learn something frm the camp. but i regret something. i miss out something during bag checking. since its over. forget it.

during the three days i have been doing thing i need to do. about work. i push it aside. i really manage to push it aside. today i totally have no mood to work. all my mind was filled with npcc. omg..i read gina blog..when will the nxt oley gathering come. who will be leaving my story of life next? i wonder..i am wondering all these little tiny stuff...

who or what will be leaving my story of life next? topshop? future do6? girlfriend? shijia? alicia?
i donno about my future..keep my finger crossed..

life is hard. life is miserable. life will never be simple. life is full of shit. life is full of question whereby there is no complete answer.

sometimes i really hard to on the com whereby i will sit in front of it and stare at it which make me think of lots of question. my sat and sun was very fine. indeed i enjoy it. midnight sale. its super fun. sun i was a super woman. after i knock off at six i went my grandma hse and went to meet up with joey after. its full of laughter. i miss those days..that day i reach home at 545am. cool huh. now insufficient sleep. am not into world cup now. had been looking forward to it like shit but now i have no time for it. wad i do everyday is only work. i wan world cup!

am in e morning shift. shack..am still that naive thats what iskandar told me. omg. i must get tat word out of my life. questions and questions are coming in and the impact is big. thats all. cherish what you have now cos you will never know wad will happen in future. thats LIFE.

finally i can blog. waited for the stupid web to load for so long. my days were fine. working everyday and finally i am off tmrw. the long awaiting moment. am super hungry now. dread. am going to bed after blogging.

my days are plan for tmrw. must going to slack at home. after that shall go out for dinner to celebrate my dad's bday! buffet! yes! =D drooling...haa. sat is my dad actual bday but i will be at my workplace for the whole day. working broken shift as sun tec is having midnight sale. morning shift got 5 ppl already so i request for afternoon but thx to our dom. she say need 5 ppl. crazy man. wads the use of havin 5 ppl in the morning whereby crowd will only start after 8 or 9? forget it. thats wad i wan to complain about my work.

next..i saw yonglin's blog. he was wearing c.i uniform. the moment i saw that some words rush into my mind. f***! god. i regret for not going. but somehow don regret cos after hearing wad alicia said. ya. life is like that. so confused!

anyway, dearie watch finish devil beside you already. woah. thats a nice show. super sweet man. thats wad girls will like to have. such a nice boyfriend. haa. =D tym for bed. am damn hungry. =(